My Dearest Rose Trilogy: Always Remember

Yes! To those who want to know I'm finished with the second book to the trilogy! I also have some tweeks and editing and then...well then off to the third and final!
Thanks for sticking through and thank you for believing in "My Dearest Rose.":)
Goodnight folks!

Imposter: The pretenders

We live in a world where all of a sudden everyones motto is 'Be yourself' or something to reference  that. What's so funny about this, is we are also in a world where so many people are not themselves, a lot of them (not all) but a lot who actually say this. They are lying to themselves and are trying to get others to believe that this person who they WANT to be are in fact the person they are. And those who are closest to  know. Without really meaning to, these people are actually EXACTLY who they try so hard NOT to be, an imposter, a poser, a great pretender.
What made me think of this to write? I typed in something on an internet search and a big list popped up of 'How to be like ---'  I won't say who. I was just thinking "Really? People really look up how to be someone else?"
And really who wouldn't want to be someone else sometimes? I admit that it would be great to step into someone else's place. Someone beautiful, famous. The someone you think has everything. But you can't, so to some people, the next best step is to morph themselves to try to become like this person, whether the person is real or fictional. If you do that, you fool no one but yourself. So instead how about you look in the mirror, come to terms with who you really are. Who are you? Well, you are who you try so hard not to be. Look for what comes natural to you, what you love the most. Look to where your mind travels and where your heart always goes back to. That is who you are. After all, who kows? Chances are, someone out there wants to be you.

Here's to you

Hello. It been a while (feels like ages) since I have wrote you. This time I won't be expecting a letter back. What was it? Back when we were teenagers I believe is when the last letter was passed. I remember. I was 17. I passed it to you as I passed by your pew at church. I was happy to see you there and jealous that you weren't leaving with me. But that's okay. I had made my mistakes and had to reap whatever it was that I sewed. I felt that as I do now that what we had was far more valuable then just the usual. Far more real, far more touchable.
In this world together. And we were. But really who was I to tempt fate and think it would be forever? I should have been smarter. I should have learned to stand on my own two feet better then, to rely on only me. Because little did I know that's what would happen after it was all said and done. After the final song and dance was over and there was nothing left but too vivid memories. The ones you can taste you know?
Ever since then it's been tough to be alone and if I want to be honest with myself and with you, I fear it a little, though I would never admit that to anyone else. It may weaken the gaurd. The gaurd that only two people have been able to penetrate, and you know who they are.
I got his idea of a letter from my grandma. I thought it was a terrible idea...and maybe it is. But terrible or not here I am. I guess I figured if I wrote it on a sheet of paper, sealed it in a envelope, and stuffed it in a box it would mean more, and just be between you and me. But really? It's only shared with me. Just me.
So here's to another passed letter, to something a little more then disgrace, to in this world together, to temptiong fate, last phone calls, last hugs, and last kisses, hopes for eachother, and sealed secrets. Here's to you and me. Here's to everything in this world being etched into the stars.
Love, Jess

When I'm lonely...I just think of you

The light of day.
Fire guiding our way to the infinate or a deadline.
Stare into the sunshine.
Find a bench, take a chance.
Sit down or start a second dance without an end.
And we begin...again.

The blackest of nights.
The stars in the sky remind me of you.
If only you knew.
But you will never know and I had to let you go.
Some things we'll never know.
I miss you...

The Meadow

I've gone this day to the meadow with the buttercups painted yellow.
The birds will sing and so will I.
We'll sing to each other from way up high.
In the sky, in the sky they will fly to another land with kinder words, no more cries.
Just sweet lullabies. Sweet lullabies.
Let's sing us this lulllaby.

Just In Case...

Hey everyone! I want to thank you all for being patient with me and for following along this road with myself and My Dearest Rose! I am almost done writing the second part and I will be immediatly starting the the third and final part to Iris and Jason's life. Based on my my own decision I have pulled"My Dearest Rose" due to some issues with the publishing company I was going through. After the third part I will be looking  for a new company if anyone has any suggestions or ideas:) I'm pretty sure though that there are some copies left on Amazon that  had already been printed if you are looking for one or you can get a copy through me. I have some in my possession! You can follow or contact me on here, but since I'm not on here all the time you can also check out my Facebook page. I'm on there more. Like my page, message me and I always message back:) Have a great day folks!!!!!

And A While It Has Been!

November 16th! Really? That was my last update? Geesh! Sorry you guys. I've been super busy trying to finish my second book which for those who doesn't know is the second part to "My Dearest Rose." It has been titled though the title will not be released yet,  it is fun to note that you will learn something interesting about the books and their titles when all three are all said, told, and done. SO stay tuned. Please stay updated on any information to this trilogy and if you haven't yet read "My Dearest Rose" they are still available until they are all sold out. I stopped the printing momentarily as I work out some kinks in this trilogy's journey. My Dearest Rose will be printed again though and so will the rest of Iris and Jason's story. All in due time...
On the other hand now that the holiday rush is over I should be spotted on here a lot more. No more 2 month gaps:)
Later my friends!
Jess